How to Ruin Your Senior Year

mood: pessimistic

 I'm trying not to sound like a drama queen, but really...

MOVING YOUR DAUGHTER DURING HER SENIOR YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL?

I have to question my parents' decision-making skills sometimes. It's not like I've never moved before. I'm definitely used to it. But that's not the point. Where we're moving... we've lived there before. I've gone to the school before. So, maybe I won't be going into school this fall totally friendless and leaving it the same way, but the last time I went to this school I was in eighth grade. My friends were eighth graders. Four years have gone by since then. I can't except these people to remember me and go out of their way to become my friend (although that would be nice). People change. 

And this is the kind of school/town where these people have known each other their whole lives and have grown up with each other. New kids are rare in these kind of towns. When I went to this school for the first time, the people were pretty nice, but like I said it was eighth grade, and people change. I've kept in touch with a few of the girls since I moved, but still...

I find it totally normal to be completely consumed with the obsession that I'll be friendless during my last ever year of high school. I'll explain more later when I'm not being kicked off the computer.

Oh yeah, and I move three days before school starts.

<3 Mackenzie

PS. Why isn't 'paranoid' a Mood on LJ? It should be!